Adulthood

As I step into adulthood this year, I officially start to face uprising challenges in my everyday life.

I will not call them 'problems', nor I will label them.

21 is the new 12, as cliche as it sounds, to some.

I love my freedom now, as much as I love how unrestricted I was back years ago.

2010 was both a good and bad year for me. Losing a love one, gaining so much experience from Taiwan trip, and from Band Of Mischief.

Finding the love of my life and resting my back - letting dancing go for a little while (too long to be called a while). I miss Photography as well.

2011 -

Last March, Band Of Mischief's finally completed and wrapped.

Last April, found a freelance Assistant Director Job at the only TV Station in Singapore, began to gain as much experience as possible. Began Disciple Class.

Last May, I finally graduated from FSV after 3 years which fly by so quickly.

This June, thankful, I got to do a shoot over in Bintan (Club Med Bintan's full of nice and friendly G.Os who were utmost helpful and professional!), I miss the sand, the sea, and the whole atmosphere there! Missing all the friends I've made there.

I miss school, and I miss making something. It's like back in school, we got so many projects, a handful of shorts to make almost every week.

It feels weird to not think about anything creative or making something come through.

Missing all the process from Band Of Mischief. Missing all the shoots we had, all the casts and all the tough but fun times.

Searching back this blog, just made me want to jolt down a part of this journey of my life.

Wishing one day, that I could really make as many films as I can, travel around the world, and finally get over with all those stuff thats tying me down here.

Making good decisions now is important. I know certain things happen a certain way has its purpose and reason. I want to make a good decision which I will not regret. But, impossible.

Learning to take things easy and learning to love what I do.

I've made many decisions that I thought I shouldn't have.

Understand, that friends come and go. But He'll always be right beside me. Finding my way back to His Word's; my lifelong goal.

Enjoying life, to it's fullest (subtle goal).

Always, Yahweh.

One Faith, One Love, One Up.

Always Yahweh.

We're towards the end of April and school just began.

1st week of school is still alright. Workload seems to be manageable, well, if I were to complete them on time.

Sometimes I wished that I have got 36 hours every day. 24 hours seemed to be a little too short.

But come to think, if each day was 36 hours, we will be so tired!

His time is always right. :)

Good enough, so its actually up to us to use this 24 hours.

Cinematography (wooo Director of Photography :P), AFP (Advanced Film Production says it all; spend more time, more hands on film, more techniques, experience hard work by sweating and bleeding HAHA) , Regional Cinema (a better and appreciative view of Asian films), WISP (Ive got the coolest WISP Lecturer), Media Law (Its for our good. :[ ), Advanced Studio Production (It's not that slack okay).

AND IBP.

Love year 3 man.

I miss O School and I want to go back for dance soon. Coming May. :)

One Faith, One Love, One Up.

Is thinking...

They say, "Dancers are people who gets too emotional for things in life and later wonders if they have been thinking too negatively."

Max Party 2009 is really impressive. But the poppin' finals... Personally, I think Jason should win. Okay, shan't discuss this kinda sensitive stuff here. :)

I have to start reading my books.

I really need a hard disk.

I have to rest.

I need to move out of my comfort zone.

I think that my challenges are about to reach me.

I hope people who wants hope, faith, confidence, improvement will get them by being hard working and really wants it for good. 

Producing will be something I will be working towards for in my juicy years of FSV.

Thinks differently now.

I am loving canted/dutch-angles.

Somethings are meant to let go in order to move on.

Wants to be back on track again.

Thinks that the person I am in love with is cute and very mean at the same time. 

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Absence makes the heart grow fonder

I just realised that it has been a very long time since I last danced because I felt happier when I am dancing. All the sweet feelings of contentment seemed to be fading away and into the background, in the silence of the night.

Denial, heartaches, and resentment. Why are they running in circles, that I can hardly feel. 

Tell me why is it wrong to be doing something that you loved. Tell me what a great world it would be like if there isn't setbacks. Damned. 

And I am not the person that you thought I was... ... The world that I am always in... 

The pain that none could understand how unbearable for me. It is.

Here I am trying very hard to escape from realism, working hard to get out from where I am stuck at... 

God knows... Where my next destination would be. He knows what on Earth I have been trying to do and get to.

I'm really tired of myself for having to put up a front... And just because I cared to much...

 Sometimes so much so that self degrading is no longer an option.

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Bad, weak

If I got no one to rant and I got no place like a blog where can I go and rant?!

Then the thought of God came into my mind. :)

I really felt peaceful.

Well, I am given a three day mc. (yesterday, today and tomorrow)

Just as you are wondering what is wrong with me, I am down with stomach flu which caused me to vomit on monday 3am to 6am in the morning. Then, mdm vomit left me with mr low blood pressure. I couldn't even walk. When I am back after visiting my family doctor at Jalan Besar, I staggered and black out in my living room while trying to get to the sofa. Guess I have overshot and missed my sofa. I ended up falling onto the ground. That's what my ahma and maid told me. I was told to drink much h20 and 100 plus and even coke with salt, together with my medicine. Do ya' know how long I have not touched coke?! I feel so happy to be able to drink coke with a reason! For once, I am told not to drink plain water. LOL

But, no. Not happy at all.

You know I hated jabs and how much I am afraid of it than many other things.

I got it at my left butt.

It still hurts, all the way to my thigh.

Sorry if I sounded exaggerating. But, I really can't move my left leg too much!

:(

I hope I don't miss out too much for today's dance practice. Sorry Becca and friends. I sure know how much inconvenience I alone have caused. :(

So, I was given a three day mc.

Anyways... I wanted to blog on happy stuff since it is after so long that I last posted something... But, I just can't.

I went to Robert's on Friday with MianBao's company. 

Got myself with so much problems regarding my health. I always thought that I am that healthy you know. Who knows, all the organs in my body is so... I don't even know how to say.

I either mend the holes or let it continue to create a bigger hole.

I better heed his advices if I want to continue doing what I love to do.

Clearer picture; I injured my backbone.

I couldn't isolate my upper body to the left right, up down currently. And I totally cannot 'sit'.

I don't know if I will still be able to do that.

Perhaps, my health's really going downslope.

People! Take good care of your health or it will take what you love to do away from you! It will be even more sorrowful than anything.

What Robert said was much worst than what I have just mentioned. 

After visiting, I felt a total depressed soul in me.

But, I am sure that with my faith in Him, I will continue to stay strong and be well again.

:)

Jiayou people!

Pray hard that I will complete my assignments on time man! 

take care.

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RELIEVE

THANK YOU MAYMAY! :D

I GOT SURPRISE DAO.
:P




Current physicality: DOWN.
Current emotionality: UNSTABLE.

JIAYOU everyone!

Here's the link to NRA DANCE PRODUCTION 2008! 

Information is posted up there (:

Do come and support the dancers! 

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Skool Re OPEN

YAY!
I kind of missed school during the holidays, yes I did.
On a very very happy note, I finally got Mr Douglas kwon Jae Youn as my advisor-cum-lecturer loh! :D
*Jumps up, down, left, right, front and back*
HAHA
He OWNed and he is my idol. Another someone who inspires me to join FSV. :)

Luckily I did, and I thank God I am in and not in somewhere that I should not be in.

I think whenever I talks about some random topics, I get really random and uninteresting and not like I am interesting. LOL

I think I need to go open an account with citibank cos' they can turn dreams into realities.

:P


Anyways, I realised what Mun said about horoscopes are rather accurate. But, I still believe that each and every one of us has our own personality which makes everyone unique.
Perhaps, coincidence and chance-ly timing yeah?
:)


I should dance with a peace of mind too.
Be able to feel the music as i dance.

:)

Dance is supposed to be happy one! -papa.



Loves all my inspira-tors!
Loves my S.M.F!
Loves my Family!
Loves my Friends!
Not everyone, yet. Eventually, I will.


:D



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Wonder; Fascination

Finally! I met up with my weiyi today and we went to the biennale(S'pore's largest international contemporary visual arts exhibition) at raffles place. I seriously fell in love with that place with so much serenity and calmness that I yearned for.
:)
I want to go back to that place soon and visit the other exhibitions at cityhall and south beach and take photos!! :D
super excited! :D

Here are some of the pics that I took with weiyi's hp. cam :

The inner, room of house of Dreams.

Made up of rubber slippers, donated by the yellow ribbon.

It all faces to the direction of the sea. :)

Serene right! :D

The purple light effect reflected on the glasses.

Made by me! :D

Made by me 2! :D

The big bird that cost $9 I think. :S

My one and only, weiyi <3

I love their concepts and exhibits. Each and every story behind them touches you. That is the impact that if you feel. (I felt la :P)
Quick go visit if you want! its until 16Nov08! :D
www.singaporebiennale.org

AND! I watched House Bunny! :)
It was a good movie but with quite a number of discontinuity and some parts they presented to the audience are not clear enough. But overall, it really moved me. (:




*We pass through a tunnel of darkness(synonym of death), to find 'new' life, emerged from the tunnel of light.*


I love my grandma a lot.
The way she doted me. I should be ashamed of the way I have not treating her the way she had always been. The love, the care, the little details that she always know. I should learn to cherish what ever I have.

Just now I randomly said I want to eat satay! (I told eeellia too)
My ahma just knew it, that I am hungry.
She said only got magi mee and asked me if I want.
I said yes, but I just want half a packet.
She replied and said she would share the packet with me. :)

Look at the time. She should be asleep at this hour.
:(

No words can express my gratitude to her, of the EVERYTHING that she had done for me.


*I should learn to not worry about what I don't have but APPRECIATE what I have.



It had been eventful in my 18 years of living. I know it will continue to be like this for the many 18 years in the future.
I thank you all for being part in my life, everyone who loves and hate me.
I always wanted to be the cheery and positive Sabrina that everyone thought or know.
Even though the doubts of my past, I just have to not bother about the eyes of doubt and follow my dreams, goals, passion and my believe.


How I wish time could either stop at certain moment or flies off slower.
So many tasks to accomplish, so little time to fulfill.
So much to say, so little time to express.
So many things happened, so little time to process and absorb.
I just want to share what I had suppressed and what I thought.
How do I go about it?
…


I have been through, I really been through…
It is a real cliché or something God actually prelude into our lives, which is…
When we gain something in life (be it strengths, courage or experiences etc…), we will definitely lose something.
It could be something precious to you and it could be something that will set you to think about in the future, even, maybe for the rest of you life.
Like someone always said, Just smile, anything happen just smile.


Dance when I breathe. I am glad that I am breathing.

I miss and love everyone.





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I miss you immediately after we part from our meetings.. This is how terrible I fall.

Happiness within.

Celebrated granny's birthday in advance, yesterday!
:)
Althou' a lot of unhappy things happened among the living yesterday, but I know granny's not affected cos, all the happened below the tables, behind her back.
Even thou tini-wini unhappiness, I still love my family. Because, they are what my Lord blessed me with. (:
Photos!















The cake is damn dope can! :D
(p.s I bought it *)


Sometimes I just got to admit that I can't do it.
Whenever I began to think about all those negative stuffs, I then remember that I dance is because I love to.
What about enjoying and be happy of what you are doing?
...

Then it brings me back to what my most respected told me, ' Dancing is supposed to be a happy thing. Separate your reality emotions with happiness when you are enjoying what you loved to do.'
(:

So much to learn and gain.

*In time to come.

Everything is possible when I believe in Him.
(:




I'm in love again!
...

with, Brian Friedman.






I'm so gonna miss you when you are gone...

(:
Bring back with you four things for me, your smile, the aspiration, passion and inspirations.



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not really the spur of the moment

I need to repair my portable modem again.
Cos' without settling this problem, I would not be able to upload photos into my posts.
I don't like to wait for hours to upload photos. :(
Tomorrow, I shall get this solved.
Once and for all.
Rahhhh :(
(Special thanks to Weiqi for being nice enough to keep me company whenever I go and repair that stupid modem. I think it's the 5th time that I am doing so. THANKS! really.. :D)

School's resuming again.
I wonder how it would be like... But! I have got my cute classmates with me! YAY! :D
That's something I can be happy about!

My grandma's birthday celebration is this saturday, when her actual birthdate is like the following week.
But wells! As long as she is happy I am happy too!
(:
Just got to rush from locking class back home and then back to osch for rehearsals. Its like chiong home at 2.30 then leave house at 5.30.
:D Best.



And... Sometimes I really wonder what is the biggest reason that I am staying.
As I think hard about the reason of all reasons, I realised that it is IT itself.
How I tried my best, way back in the beginning,
How I cried about,
How I changed my mindset towards my goals for.

When you gain something, you will definitely loss something.
That's life.

No way that I am gonna quit, no way that I am to stop persevering and stop working hard.
For all that I know that I have not even reach the steps of the stairways.
Yet I even think of what is at the end of the stairway steps.

Positiveness?
Sometimes you just lose it when you are pulled back to the harsh reality of today.

But I definitely know that, Tomorrow is always better.
(:


And... Respect means a lot.
I just cannot understand why some people just cannot seem to get the big word into their mind.
Maybe you just print the word out in super big font size and bold it, then hug it to sleep and paste it around your house.
Sorry, I am exaggerating.
:P

WHY SO SERIOUS?
When its time to get serious, I think we all should.
When its time to play, we should play really really hard.
:)

I recalled this quote: Respect for self, others and all of our actions. The 3Rs ( I forgotten by who :P)

Lastly!
Actions have consequences! Be responsible for your own actions, your own comments.
When you have done something wrong you had.
When you lied, you lied.

Nothing can change the fact that you had done so.

But, this world would be happier when the receiver is able to forgive that someone right? :)





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Pure Lightness'

*Take care Ken!
(:

Although you don't know me, but I definitely know you! :)
I want to wish you all the very best in all that you do and you will be able to achieve what you want in the end.
Keep dreaming! :D

We will miss you.




I think I very cry baby (ting! please don't say you agree >.<). Not purposely one.
I am someone who is easily touched, easily angered, easily happy and easily content.
Friends said I am sentimental and I expresses my emotions really very freely.
I see my soul mate sad I also cannot help but feel sad with him and for him.
Perhaps I should really go understand how he felt and not keep complaining about certain stuff.
Stay strong<3


Rah.
I think I did okay for my GPA this semester. Kinda' expected it though. Not like I never put in effort.
Its just that you know I really can't memorize stuff in a short time frame. Glad that I passed. :)
Hmm... I think I am a slow learner.
I am getting old.
zz.

I went gospel rally with ah ting on Sunday, STEMI at the indoor stadium.
It was a good experience and especially going with someone of the same religion, spirituality.
I learnt a lot for this gathering and I simply enjoyed myself that night.
That day I had a funny incident. :P


One week not posting anything just make my blog seemed so dead.


I read something which made me boil.
I just cannot bear the way you posted about my most respected, my school's instructors and the people there.
What is it got to do with you seriously.
It's between the older generations and not the younger. Why do you have to care so much?
Will it hurt if you just stop giving hurtful comments on others.
Why must you curse people dead and why do you want others to impress you?
There are so much for me to go on alright.


I am really shocked by all your posts. You really really changed my impression on you.
Tell me, how do I face you from now on.
I feel so lost.
You've made it!

Totally disturbed for the whole day since yesterday 3.30a.m.


On the contradictions you reversed my feelings into positive motivations to want to keep dancing.
Not for you, but for the one I loved, whom loved me and for Him.
I want to improve.

Or did I mention before I gave myself two years to become a dancer with groove, technique, versatility, stamina and style?
Yup. It is a dream and something that is definitely worth working hard for.
Because it is my DREAM remember?
Must jiayou together with the 6力 that me and wei qi auntie came up with, creatively.
They are the: 努力, 毅力, 精力, 耐力, 動力, 心力，
:)


At the end of the day, we dance because we loved to.

Not just to impress people or be impressed by people.
Who are you to judge? Who are you to condemn people?
I think all of us will get together is for the same passion. But people move away from one another for the many different reasons.


Think about it.



I think I will need to talk to 'most respected' about my concern and the worry which is bothering me.
He is God sent and someone I always knew that I can consult about.


By the way, you may dislike someone. But, how do you know that 'someone' don't detests you too?
Only God knows what you are up to.


Hmm...
Staying humble is really important. Keeping comments to yourself saves your life. Being true to your soul is what you need.

Love the people around you man and woman!

Make love not war man and woman!

Respect others man and woman!


:)

Thanks to those we listened to me 'niamed' all the way from this morning till this hour.
loved you all.


Anyways... stop callin' me childish just because you thought I was or for fun. That will just prove your immaturity.

Tomorrow will be a better day man and woman :)

PEACE OUT! V




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Because I just want to see your smile back on your face.

A dope to save me from the untold.

Lando Wilkins.

He's such a dope inspiration.

Oh man, I am feeling so much better now.


Thanks kitkat for the link!

(:


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Just what

On this date, at this point, at this very instant, I feel as if I am lost in the oceans where I can see no one in the vicinity.

What is the word to describe the word lost?
What is the feeling of being lost in your emotions?

What is exactly happening?

Why can't I smile and laugh like I mean it.
Why can't I cry because I am really sad.
Why can't I just simply EXPRESS.

So much thoughts, so hard to express.
It is just so much to bear.
SO MUCH...


I am beginning to hate myself for being who I am being now.





Nothing happened.

Today is just not a day.


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The only way out is You.

Check this dope :)

Bobby aka Mileage (ELite Force Crew) said:
"If you wanna know the real hiphop. And everybody out there!Learn your history!There's documentaries out there." "Learn your history!Hiphop does have a history! And it does have steps! It does have technique. And for all you people out there that claim you're hiphop,if you don't know who're the originators of hiphop, stop callin' your self hiphop! Go out there and research! Learn the dance for real! Peace."
(:
HAHA
He is one dope la! OKAY.
:D
Super muack muack la. :PP
Respect.



I don't want to barely move my feet. I want to be able to groove more!
:(
I want to have real body movement, feelings and coordination when i dance to the music.
I want to do better weight change.
I want to...
There's so much.
Therefore NEVER STOP LEARNING.
really.
:)
Jiayou!
Here's one history for YOU YOU YOU.




Don't say I never share hoh.
This one dope ah!

:D


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Something I thought was...

(koped from YiMin's blog where she koped from her friend's blog! :P)
January 01 - 09 ~ Ass
January 10 - 24 ~ Slug
January 25 - 31 ~ Cockroach
February 01 - 05 ~ Parasite
February 06 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
February 15 - 21 ~ Skunk
February 22 - 28 ~ Snake
March 01 - 12 ~ Ape
March 13 - 15 ~ Cockroach
March 16 - 23 ~ Slug
March 24 - 31 ~ Parasite
April 01 - 03 ~ Ass
April 04 - 14 ~ Snake
April 15 - 26 ~ Slug
April 27 - 30 ~ Skunk
May 01 - 13 ~ Slug
May 14 - 21 ~ Bullfrog
May 22 - 31 ~ Cockroach
June 01 - 03 ~ Slug
June 04 - 14 ~ Skunk
June 15 - 20 ~ Ass
June 21 - 24 ~ Ape
June 25 - 30 ~ Parasite
July 01 - 09 ~ Slug
July 10 - 15 ~ Ass
July 16 - 26 ~ Bullfrog
July 27 - 31 ~ Parasite
August 01 - 15 ~ Ape
August 16 - 25 ~ Slug
August 26 - 31 ~ Skunk
September 01 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
September 15 - 27 ~ Parasite
September 28 - 30 ~ Ass
October 01 - 15 ~ Ape
October 16 - 27 ~ Skunk
October 28 - 31 ~ Snake
November 01 - 16 ~ Cockroach
November 17 - 30 ~ Parasite
December 01 - 16 ~ Ass
December 17 - 25 ~ Ape
December 26 - 31 ~ Bullfrog
If you are an Ass: A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of them being quality-personified.
If you are a Slug:Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!
If you are a Cockroach: Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well...hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful....
If you are a Parasite: An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.
If you are a Skunk: You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what the best trait of you guys remains.
If you are a Bullfrog:You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware; it is easy for you to fall in love....
If you are a Snake: You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.
If you are an Ape: Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quickly as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique... You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!!

Actually I also don't believe this kind of thing one loh.
But then I abit bored at work.LOL
Then go blog hop here and there.
:P

XiangTian's mee goreng incident really very funny la!
:S
I still laugh whenever I thought of it.
Plastic, gui neng, plus egg*
LOL

Danced on Mon, Tues and Weds. I don't want to stop this.
Worked on Weds, Yesterday and today.
I need to work or else I will be like slacking my morning and afternoon away.
:(

I wish K.O Night FonKay Styles wins.
:D
Personal choice, personal reasons, personal favourite. :P

I miss ryan.
:(



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Dreaming was sweet, when it was you who appeared in it..
:)

1st September 2008

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL TEACHERS!

ESPECIALLY  TO THOSE WHOM HAD TAUGHT ME BEFORE!

:D

THANKS FRESHIES CAMP COMM 2008 FOR ORGANIZING SUCH A WONDERFUL AND DOPE CAMP!

SPECIAL THANKS TO MEDIA TEAM, GAMES TEAM, LOGISTIC TEAM, WELFARE  TEAM, MEDICS TEAM, AND ALL!! :)

Especially to YewYew who really really was a great camp chief, and mia for reminding us to drink water, peggy senior for the speech. :)

THANKS A LOT!!

(:

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conditions.

Tomorrow's camp!YAY:D

I will miss my grandma, my house and everyone!
:(
But, I bet camp's gonna be very fun :)

hurhur
I forgot what time we're supposed to report to school tomorrow and I am too paiseh to ask my friends.
But I will ask them later :P

haha

I hope I will learn and grow from this camp.
Jiayou!

Thats all.
Don't miss me too much, cos I will miss you all.
loves.

:)


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my soul mate.

Im' back

Finally I can use the internet and get online!
:D

15/8
Went Dxo with sinmei, tita, weiyi, chinying, and tita's friend!:) Good experience for this sua gu here la, the music is... Super funky... I want to master locking!
I am a good girl I didn't drink, and I don't drink. :)

16/8
K.O night semi-finals.
dope la! Rated-PG always very good with their combo tags! :D
BlackJack is always the DOPE!
:)

17/8
O'Recital Auditions.
I screw up when it comes to audtions.
Totally messed up the routines and must change this irritating shit.
:(
But I got in! Thanks AnAn and ah hua! :)
Must work harder lo!

20/8
O's Mtv Groove1.
I think I just cannot portray sexy look. LOL
I looked comical with wacking.
:P
respect ah!

21/8
I am at aunt's house from this day onwards, all the way till NRA Freshies' camp. :)

23/8
After locking, I went to buy shoes. :P
Panda nike low-dunk, though I prefer high-cuts now. Anyone sees a high-cut with 3.5/4 uk call me! :D
Watched Suntec Dance 2008 and all of them are good with their stuff! :)

25/8
today!
Going out with tita to get her mac done and then to class :)
I am beginning to fall sick because...
I was drenched yesterday and the day before.
etc//
I want to be well before camp comes!
:(

yupyup.
That's all.
Sept onwards' crazy.



A RELATIONSHIP WITH THE PRINCE OF PEACE



think positive my dear.

YAY! BACK...

SabrinaFriedman is back.

Tests, deadlines, projects are so over.
:)
All hail to the holidays!

Hols activities are really packed till September.
-Outings with darlings.
-Dance.
-Work.
-more!

Question: Do you think you will have time to juggle 2 dance performances at one go, and still do filming at the same time for two months?

Answer: Shit. I don't know.

How!!!!
All very important.

I don't want to have no time for my family.
I want to spend time with my grandma.
:(

YESYESYES!
Almost forgotten:
Everything is possible when you believe in him.

Okay, I think I got the answer le lah ya.
:)

gottogo lo!
Will update again.

BYE-BYE!



A RELATIONSHIP WITH THE PRINCE OF PEACE.

dead or alive

I think I am getting more and more childish again, with the way I handle stuffs.
especially emotional ones.

This is darn irresponsible.
Make things worst for myself and my peers.
I am sorry.

Been really stressful recently, about many many things.
Hopefully, as time pass I will be able to survive all these.

Jiayou.


Hui ting!
don't give up okay. :)
like what you always tell me, got anything just tell me okay? You know I will always be there for you de oh.
Can One bao bei!
:D


MUST TRAIN LO!
JiaYou ALL.


i miss going back to OSCHOOL and PAPA :(

A RELATIONSHIP WITH THE PRINCE OF PEACE.