Just what

On this date, at this point, at this very instant, I feel as if I am lost in the oceans where I can see no one in the vicinity.

What is the word to describe the word lost?
What is the feeling of being lost in your emotions?

What is exactly happening?

Why can't I smile and laugh like I mean it.
Why can't I cry because I am really sad.
Why can't I just simply EXPRESS.

So much thoughts, so hard to express.
It is just so much to bear.
SO MUCH...


I am beginning to hate myself for being who I am being now.





Nothing happened.

Today is just not a day.


A RELATIONSHIP WITH THE PRINCE OF PEACE.




The only way out is You.