If you want to ask... why oh why.

It is so hard to smile sincerely now. But, I do learn from this is that; God really works mysteriously and when we think we know, we actually have no idea. Cos' the results can be that surprisingly opposite from what we have thought. I will be fine in Him.

I realised that everything that I just come to know, He will more or less let me experience it either right away, moments later, or after some days. In conclusion, it just happens. You got nowhere to hide cos' you just can't seem to avoid it. Which you never will.

If that is His Will, nobody can ever stop Him from delivering.

Now I have to seek and wait for the Man Upstairs to teach me how to handle my emotions and also to understand His purpose and the sufferings we go through.

There are always good times and they are really good. But, when bad times arrive, you wouldn't have time to even prepare for it.

What we'll gain from suffering?

We'll gain the gifts; Patience and Endurance

One Up wants us to know that we can get back on our feet is not because of ourselves, but because of Him. And so, He is our past, our present and also our future. He is the only one in control.

What proves it?

When we thought we are in control of a situation, the situation just goes the opposite way.

And yes, that's His Will that you can't go against.

That's an example.

He want us to know that whatever we do is not by the power of ourselves, but by the power of the Almighty One Upstairs.

:)

Why do He wants us to experience hardship and suffer?

It is not because of the reason that He don't love us. It is just that He loves us too much that He wants us to know that He is always there to comfort us. He wants to walk with us through the journey, be our bestest friend and telling us that we're not alone.

In Him, we will pull it through.

When we walk the suffering/hardship right through with Him, we will be His light to the rest of the world.

We have to be truthful about our emotions. He gave us the freedom of expressing ourselves. He want us to be who we are and trust in His character.

He has never forsaken us and most importantly, if we pray sincerely and wait for Him to grant it, He will answer and deliver.

Everything that happens, it is for a reason. One Up allows it to happen. It will always be for good, be it edifying others/ourselves. Even it is just making us learn from falling. :)

God is good all the time.

One day if you tell me God didn't exist, I still want to say; at least it make me a better person, spiritually, mentally and physically.

In this temporary body of mine, I will fulfill my purpose on Earth, as to Glorify the Lord and trust in Him. Give my best for Him.

There is no such things as forever standing straight and tall. There will be times when we fall. After all, we are just human beings. But, do remember that He will always be there to pick you up. Be open to Him. Be open about your emotions. Be open about the opportunities, about the gifts that you received. Be thankful and edify others. Open your eyes and look at the sky!

Most importantly, remain humble and never stop learning. That's my lesson learnt.

I know life will not be easy from now onwards. Times will be tougher...

But, I really hope that this fire in me will not be put out. Shall remain hopeful.

Most importantly, like always, put myself in One Up's hands. Definitely got a way out/for a good purpose. It is only a matter of time. There is so much more to go through, so much more to learn and experience. So much more to gain knowledge of. So much more waiting for me right in front of me.

I want to be able to stand up strong to face it with His strength. Fulfill my purpose on Earth and glorify Him in all that I do. Empower me and fill me with courage.

Learn to love.

All Stars, I still love you guys as much. Ya'll know we're always here.

Especially Kyxz, Laurence, Ken, Maya and Taks.

To me, you guys have already won the battle. Look at everyone uniting and coming together as one. Very soon... We'll be One Nation Eternally.

Life's gonna be tough, but He will be there and we'll all be there.

It's His-Story!

We're halfway there. Have to keep believing.

Congratulates Joyce and the Boys (Singapore represent) for coming in 3rd in the World's Hip Hop Championship! :)

Assignments and quizzes shall be conquered in 2 weeks time.

Leaving for WuHan in 26 days.

My shield, my guide, my light, my hope, my comfort, my shelter, my Father.

A RELATIONSHIP WITH THE PRINCE OF PEACE.

Big fat smile!

What to do what to do what to do?

As usual, when I 'got back', I faces with issues that I perceived as endless. But, come to think about my issue, it isn't as bad as like world crisis or sad natural disasters. So yea, not brooding too much over it. Another thing to lift up mood a little, always have the mindset that 'you're not alone or facing problems alone'. Just don't keep thinking that why is it you, why are you getting it instead of some other people. Cos' the fact is, you are not the only one who are facing the same kind of situation. Might not be exactly the same. But it will however be more or less that you can seem to see yourself in the situation. Be it before or after. It just happens and you are normal if you think you are special or the exception in a negative way.

:)

Well well well.

I miss catching up with my dearest people lately. Haven't hang out with them or even speak to them for sometime.

Weiyi, WeiQi, Calis, ShiJia, SinMei, Xiu, Gen, Kenjhons, Kyxz, Laurence, Sheena, Chelo, Boon.

I miss you all so much. Hope to catch up with you all soon. Please be safe and happy. Love you all.

I am missing you too much. If you realize and happen to feel the same way too. Please be safe and good.

School's pretty manageable till this point of time. Finally got rid of 3D train! *Double YAYNESS* Still got quite a couple of things to be done before hols arrive and 2 and a half more weeks to chiong finish semester3.

Everyone all the best! Especially my cohort mates. :)

Anyways, did I mentioned that I am having a fever?

Have a good day, you. Yes you.

Life's been pretty good right now. A little up and downs though.

Do things like you meant it. I understand how bad it feels and cause when you don't do it like you meant it. Lesson that I have learnt; NEVER EVEN BEGIN to do things that go against your conscience and not edifying or good for others.

One thing which I still don't understand: Why is it now everything is catered for self-satisfaction. What you want must you really get it? (As in think materialistically) What happens if you still don't? hmm...

A RELATIONSHIP WITH THE PRINCE OF PEACE.

The One Up

God is good all the time.

The One Up, I love you very very very much! :]

keep me up with faith, trust, love and knowledge.

Thank you Kenjhons (a.k.a King Kong) :P, for all the guidance and love.

The One Up.

:]

Thank you Gen. Thanks for sharing and listening. Love you. :)

Thank you Ryan. For all the opportunities and love & care. Love you. :)

Thank you Base. Arigato(u)! For all your love and help. Love you guys! (Shiori-san, Saori-san,

Zaki-san, Mii-san, Gachi-san) *suki-suki*

Thank you Elke and Weiqi! I love you all. :)

Thank you my dearest FSV classmates. Love you all. Thanks for all the love and help. :)

Thank you Calista. For all the late night chats and OSAKAAAAAA! *love-love* :]

Thank you zL. Thanks for all the love and care. Love you. :)

Thank you PHILIPPINE ALL STARS!!! Very very thankful to have met you all. Sheena, Chello, King Kong, Tas (a.k.a Boon), Lawrence, Kyxz, Maya :D Love you all.

Thank you to dearest people and definitely The One Up.

I know you guys are here.

Quote Lawrence's back tattoo: 'God's got my back'.

When some of you chose to walk out of my life, I decide to remain the door to my life open. So that when you are at the door, you can walk straight in. :)

Welcome back people, Sabrina is backed.

And you would love to know that is One Up who is that powerful and strong. The only One who's got the ability to bring me back on my feet and make me alive all over again.

There's too much that I thought that I went through and thought I couldn't handle.

I went right through it and faces a new challenge.

As a reminder to myself, if He give it to you, it would be something that you can go through.

(He knows what you can or cannot handle. If you can't he won't give it to you at all.)

This is His love for you.

Discover.Seek.Learn.Trust.Faith.Truth. One Up.

Really. Everything that happened has got a reason. What is the reason? I don't know. But, Trust in The One Up; He's got everything settled for you.

One reason that I know about everything that happens to you, is Him.

He is the reason.

He allows it to happen so that you will learn and be better.

And I miss some of my dearests already.

Weiqi TAKE GOOD CARE!! :)

ShiJia, you know I love you one. :)

ALL STARS!! :((

TBG 2009. A event that is ever eventful.

A date to remember, 28th June 2009.

A RELATIONSHIP WITH THE PRINCE OF PEACE.