I am back again after a while. Again. Yes, Again. :)
Past few days I was in school having FMS FOC CAMP 2009, and guess what? It is another blasted camp that made me damn high and enthusiastic. Serious, I used to hate cheering, being enthu' and all. :P
Anyways... There is always post-syndrome about something that you actually spent time and effort on, hoping for its success and all. I am hoping for it to past but longing that it stays. Yes contradictions.
Like how after camp I am back to my usual daily routines? Wake-Eat-Meeting-Dance-Sleep. Have been dancing a lot this super LONG vacation and I am seriously beginning to hate it. I miss my classmates and the fun that we always have in classes that we are in. I miss my mateys who always never fails to disturb me and making me laugh. I love them a whole lot. :( I miss seeing Douglas and Friday morning for Douglas's Stud. Pro. :(
I miss waking up early in the morning to go to school... I know you guys will say that I will change my mind when I am back in school. Well, tell me that life's not full of contradictions? Seriously, I am STILL having goosebumps when I think about what I will have to do for the coming sem. :S
*Oh. Back to camp at FMS FOC 2009. :)
FLYING DUTCHMAN!! <3>
Thank you all for being so nice and saying nice things. But, I seriously want to apologize to all of you my beloved kidds if you all had felt what I had felt... I think that I did failed as a GL cos' I didn't managed to make you guys more bonded and bring you all closer to one another. Really sorry that I had to ask you guys to keep cheering and be enthusiastic and all and sorry for my lost voice. :S Seriously, I felt guilty when you all thank me. :(
I hope we all still can keep in contact even if the camp has ended. I really hope we all can cos' you all, every single one of you IS sweet memory to me. :)
Smile at me, wave at me, call my name where ever you see me in school okay! We will meet up soon, my dearest FD <3
Okay... The past were my down period. At first, I thought FMS FOC came in the right timing with all the need to plan and all the meetings that took place was my short get away from those shit that was happening. Subconsciously, it had been doing greatness in my experience in FD... Way before the freshies list was even out. :)
Now, it is not just an simple get away but a ENJOYMENT and something that will be part of my life, that special memory that you and me could be sharing...
Thank you FD GLs and Freshies for making all these that happened and being impactful. It does sure woke me up from my little in my own world kinda stuff. :)
Big kudos to the Exco, the prog comm, the log comm, the seniors that came back to help!!
:)
Hope to see everyone when school reopens and all the very best for the new beginning sem. I'm excited over the new sem. Are you??
Oh... Just simply put, I think my LONG vacation is put to fully used. I met up my friends, best budds, people whom I really cannot get to see when school reopens. I got to do events that I cannot do when school begins. I went for dance classes more than what I usually does when school reopens. Only one thing didn't change. - The time I spend with my family is going down if you place all of them under a graph. I shall really spend more time with them and tune back my very very screwed body clock. :(
yupp. That's all about it. :)
Thank all of you who shown your care and concern nomatter what I do or what decisions I make.
When everything has come to an end, the daily routines awaits you. I am losing and loving at the same time. Life's full of contradictions.
A RELATIONSHIP WITH THE PRINCE OF PEACE.
